a boston

chillin, starring at charles river through the window from my friend's dorm. will write later.

some advises

people

be smart, not "small" ones which you only think one step ahead; but greater smart which benefits the entity.

'tis a time of disorder and struggle, we should be more aware of what we are doing. there's a sense of historic misson upon each of us.

be well

Oh! Is the World INSANE?

Turned on TV at 2am and saw the bnreaking news of war.....

What's Wrong With Us?

Our understanding of the natural world is very advanced, leaving our ignorance to the human world...

People are killing each other? isn't that retardation to the extreme?

Whoever your supremebeing is, YHWH, Allah, God or Flying Sphagetti Monster...Can 't we be intellegnet by not fighting over them? if there were them, they will condemn people who attact each other in the name of them. they think it is stupid.

aíght, I think it is dangerous and stupid. It's like a kid playing a gun.

bad luck still, can't wait to get out of this shadow. And, Presenting my first TICKET

I was ticketed...riding a bike....

acrossing west 32 and 7th avenue, a police on bike stopped me saying I crossed the red light! Anger management again....dude!.....mister officer....have you see that flock of bikes just passed by, they are crossing on red light too! what you call it, jay biking? ok, come on, it's new york city, no one ever...in the city...ever dare to say they has never done it. ...
Therefore I got my first ticket, on which written the reason:" failed to yield to pedestrains", and $40...

enough, enough now

Another angry man

Zidane I feel for you~!

Anger, a lot of anger!

damn it I want to curse it out! What a freaking world to me now! I know there's Murphy's law things always go towards the worst side because of the selective memory. But too much Sht have been happend on me, losing this losing that, tried hard to remember if there's good luck but too few to remember. for the past week I've been taking pictures of my bike messenger experience but it has all became digital bubble after one misclick. I know there's always tomorrow and I can alwayus fight back. I did but destiny pushed me back, hey destiny, come on, what have I done wrong to deserve the punishment! the most frank moment is but when you were destroyed a lot and then there's yewt another! you cn only smile at your destiny at the moment without any temper. Okay, pictures I can still take. It is not the pictures along to get me mad. Far from it. but everything...okay, not absolutely everything...but a lot of things turned their back to me when I knock on the door. I' is as if I was condemned by something else and they've already knew it. No, I'd rather think it as a test I have to take before achieve something big. There's a chinese proverb from 3000years ago saying the exact samething, that if heaven grant one something big, one would have to suffer from bitterness to his heart and soul, pains to his muscle and bone, hunger to his body and skin, empty his whole body, and lastly, what he does will lead to unwanted consequences. Therefore build his heart and temper, improving his ability.

I wish it's a test, and no, I won't give up myself, never. Mark my word. See what I become.

silence, enough silence

whoa, 't has been a long time mate, that I haven't write any crap on my own blog. There's a ctually many thing to write about since I have been taking this job---a bike messenger in new york city, on and off for two weeks now. man how can I say? I've been through mad a lot of things. 'tis a crazy world!I will write a bit tomorrow. too tired to continue today. I have been talking talkng talking in vain, for now, hell, I experienced them, myself, my body and soul. let's not get away from the topic. bleh...I'll write tomorrow for the almost non-exist audience of my blog. brb